Black and White Friends

Who am I without a family?
Who am I without a teacher?
And who am I without a bunch of friends?
I am nobody without them.

Once upon a time, there lived a girl named Slow Learner, and the story goes like this;
It's a pleasure to have friends in kinder garden. We used to dance, sing, play and eat together. When grew up, another group of friends is waiting with their open arms.
What about the kinder garden's friends?
All of us went into different type of life. All of the laughter that we used to have, gone by the wind. Care wasn't take in much because she was a dummy, didn't understand the meaning of "friendships".
When entered into secondary, the mind, little by little, changed into what we called maturity. A slow learner can't learn thing fast that's why she was given a nickname Slow Learner, what she can do is, she doesn't even knows where is her mistake. Even a simple English like 'tongue' she can't even says it correctly.
Again, entering into new environment is something fun for her because no one knows her. Nobody knows what type of girl she is. Most touches her heart was, she can finally get a good result from the help of her friends. Plus her hardworking job had pulled her heart close to Buddha and learned hundreds of new things.
When she learns how to build up a "Friendship" with her new friends, she heard the little voice of 'such a lousy presentation, don't deserve to get high marks', had melted her heart.
And she told herself "your senses were right: no sincerity in this world".
Luckily, Buddha loves her very much. He offered her another group of friends which, they had taught her a thousand of new things in reality. With the support of the New Group offered by Buddha, she felt release and thankful to them.
Problems come and go. She has lost her trust toward everyone. She's no more sincere compared last time. She became more coward. She's trying to avoid everyone that get near her. And now she's like a lost ship sailing on the ocean.
From that day onward, she has divided friends into two: black and white. It's good if the black can turns into white but not the opposite way.
The slow learner must have learn her lesson. Will Slow Learner DESERVE a good ending in her life?