Relaxation

I love the feeling of relaxity after a busy day. While other partying outside, I love the feeling of listening to sentimental music to cure the tiredness inside me. Sometimes, life can be tremendously sucks when someone enters your life and create hardship for you. Wherever I am, I still believe that barriers that I had in my past will make me grow stronger and barriers that coming up will wider up my knowledge to adapt to the changing environment. But (there's always a BUT in life when we afraid we might not be able to cope with the environment), I still couldn't find the right path for me to move further step ahead me. I dislike seeing the one I love hurt the most and I never wish to see something that hurt my eyes. Yet, I saw many insincere actions do happen and people do practice what shouldn't be done. What is this all about? Is it gaining own satisfaction is much more important than bringing happiness to other? Honestly speaking, I'm not complaining or finding an excuse but seriously I'm tired. Sometimes, in the relaxation I do make daydream but those dream are just for self-satisfaction, although some people might find it a waste of time.