Is another new year. And this year, is so special that I'm 21. A special thanks goes to my dad and mom who had organized a party for me on the 9th of January. It was a fun day and I've collected the most presents and red packets in my life.
However, I don't know why that the feeling of happy, guilty, and even sad were there. Maybe I'm happy because of receiving a lot of presents and friends attended my party!
Guilty because of my close cousins gave me expensive presents and friends who had contributed so much for me and worried that I might not be able to repay back.
Sad because of ..... I don't know...the feeling is just there.
The happiest thing that I received was, my second sis and $$ sis that had given me a SWATCH watch, stainless steel, which I dreamed long time ago. And yes, they fulfilled it. Buddha bless you all!!
My eldest sis, bought me 2kgs key cake also part of my thankfulness because without her, my birthday will not be as perfect as that day.
My grandma who had given me a gold key and my dad bought me the necklace who had also contributed to make the birthday environment 100% 21st birthday!!
"Mr. Bean" who had given me an unofficially surprise, where his words make me feel save under his arms ~~~~maybe daydream too much~~~ but I'm happy although its just an unofficially surprise...I love you!!
Skin Food cosmetic products which I also dreamed long time ago, thanks to my second sis who chooses for me and my eldest cousin sis who payed for it. iPod is another thing I'm happy of, although is a second hand product but I'm happy too. Its ok, if the thing which first belongs to me wasn't included but I counted lucky. I'm thankful for who I am but not thankful for what I've got. Because I know, to make me who I am, is the willingness that come from you to make me who I am.
And all my friends, thanks for all the presents, the sincerity that contains make me touched and surprises were given...You all are the best!!!
That's what I felt...happy yet guilty, cheerful yet sad and enjoyable yet uncontrollable mind. That's my world, full of negatives and positives.
THANKS guys who had make my 21st Birthday as special as today!!!!
May God Bless All of You and stay cheerful as today. HAKUNA MATATA!!!! muakss..... =D
